2010 and 2011 and all that Stuff

Tempus Fugit – it really does!

Happy New Year yet again. 2010 was a pretty good year (after all, here we all are in 2011). In 2010 I celebrated my 70^th Birthday and 50^th Anniversary (with the help of my loving and eternally tolerant wife, of course). 

And I am entering my eighth year with prostate cancer. I may still be crazy after all these years but my cholesterol, blood pressure, PSA, and weight are all still under control. and NOT going crazy. I’ll take that as a good way to start any new year.

Life is good, time flees (what tempus fugit actually means), and there are still pages and pages to go on my Bucket List.

Maybe 2011 will be the year of the cancer-cure breakthrough! …or maybe not. That's probably not within our realm of choices so don't spend a lot of time worrying about it.

 All you guys living with prostate cancer keep hanging in there (it certainly beats the alternative) and actually do all the things you want to do (within some fuzzy and probably irrelevant legal limits anyway).

axman

Bring on Those Magical Cures!

When prostate cancer keeps coming back…

Logic, science, medical expertise, and common sense be damned; there comes a time when all that remains is faith, dumb luck, or magic.

So, we try the mud baths, salt water enemas, massive doses of Vitamin C or B, 20 cups of green tea each day, and even those hallucinatory mushrooms. And if it seems to work – even a little – we consider it a miracle.

When many types of cancer (such as prostate) come back after a shot or two at a cure, the rest of your time is spent being a ‘survivor’. “I’m still surviving; still alive.” That survival might be a few months or many years or somewhere in between.

If you want to know more about ‘miracle cures’ just go online. Google ‘non traditional cancer cures’ or ‘curing your own cancer’ or just ‘cancer cures’ and you’ll find hundreds of individual anecdotal miracles. “How Potato Peels Purified my Prostate” or “How Bungee Jumping Cured My Cancer.” Are any of these stories true? Is there any scientific evidence? Probably. Probably not. Maybe. Nobody knows. Everybody’s cancer is different from every body else’s.

Would I try a magical mystery cure? If the time and circumstances were right – yeah, probably.

Besides, I believe in magic.

axman

Look for the Good News

My definition of health, happiness, and quality of life has undergone some significant changes over the past seven years. Since I was diagnosed with prostate cancer my health news has not been consistently good. There have been snippets of good news along with the progression of my recurrent cancer. This week I experienced one of those snippets of good news that has me smiling - at least for now.

Progressions - Good News has Many Definitions

• Seven years ago - the good news was that I had NOT been diagnosed with prostate cancer and there was no possibility in my mind that I ever would be! I was invincible.
  



• Six years ago - the good news was that my surgeon told me the tumor was encapsulated and the tumor and my cancer had been successfully removed. Survival is always good news.



• Four years ago - the good news was that after 37 external beam radiation treatments my recurrent cancer was gone - again - and my PSA was near zero. And the sores and weakness would pass.
  



• Two years ago - the good news was that I was accepted into a clinical trial that looked promising for slowing my ever-increasing PSA. Potential good news, anyway.
  



• One year ago - the good news was that I started taking two hormone medications that almost immediately started to lower my PSA. Good news, but no cure.
  



• One week ago - the good news was that my PSA was low enough that I could stop taking ONE of my hormone pills - for a while at least.



• Next month - who knows? As long as my definition of Good News is flexible I can keep looking.
  

So now I'm happy to be as healthy as I am for as long as I can. The rules and the reality keep changing. I hope I can keep up. I'm sure I can.

axman